Joline's Journey PT 1

Fragile

Tech9ne MAY DAY, Kendall Morgan, 

Kendrik Lamar, FRAGILE
Dear Diary moment,

11:56pm 9/9/2017

That’s the song I listen to whenever I need to calm the F*ck down

I am sure everyone has one

Awesome song

I didn’t know what strange music was until a few months back.. smart dude, reminds me of a ware wolf cross vampire, something I can’t put my finger on, the song dysfunctional is good too


There’s a flie in the bedroom, all I hear and I am about to pass out but can’t now

Ok flie has left the building – no no I was wrong!!!!! Omfg fml

Yup feeling fragile, no not really 

Damn- mask off by future is still stuck in my head….oh Its a love hate relationship 

Oh ha ha saw an old mate I haven’t seen in a while but known too long (nha) he was in solid form… ha ha ha FAIL!!!

That was probably best part of the night 

Feel like a coke spider… should be in fairy land very soon cocktailed it and calling it

Btw ever have a feeling for sticking your fork in someone’s eye because they believe haters so they become one

Don’t get me wrong I love my haters more then my fam lol kinda do… know I am doing something they’re not but wanted too.. oh axe men…  not as smart as I thought 

What’s the say about a leaperd: never changing spots… and ‘trust no one’ just became more of a reality


2:22 pm

Truth is, everything is in the past

So should that be….

I am going try and catch up with a friend and work out how to use twitter? 

As always

With Love signing off

Joline Lootsma

https://www.jolinelootsma.com

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Glass half full

Monday 2nd of October 2017

Yet another dear diary moment….

I am just sitting here recapping what’s happened the last two and a bit weeks… oh yeh that’s right.. someone called himself my brother and I’ve helped get out of shit did the biggest dog act and threw me out so he could have dealers living there, free drugs for this person… great life goal mate

Not even all my makeup and my bomb ass hairstraightner iPhone back up charger cord lamps…

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Honestly POF has scared me out of dating, seriously… the pickup lines are so 1970….

So yeh I joined, I didnt know that there were sooooo many single men on the coast??? WOW, some cuties…

I Honestly just got some disturbing messages

Check me out: https://www.pof.com/jolinelootsma

Oh I totally forgot

Oh and a Brent Tze and his date rape drug, waking up in hospital with tubes down my throats and after someone who you’ve known for so long  and once called sister  who all himself my brother tried to ruin my life and told me he was going to stab me. He can deny it all he wants I have it on messenger…  god some people need to lay of the ice a bit!!
All my makeup and clothes are boxed up, violated much?

Someone else other then myself cleaning , going through my thing and I dot think it’s all there…..  ‘

if i find stuff missing…. well

karma lives around the corner, all fury that bitch….. and I LOOOOOOOVE her!

karma

Single

Sunday 8/10/17  4:59 am

Dear dairy moments above…… uhm blame it on being stoned….and the temaze …

Ok gotto be honest….. I need too stop, too  stoned.  wish  i did this this blog prior… not as fun

Mad man twitching in the house  ha ha ha……… you know never believe what people tell you about other people, form your own opinion, I made that mistake even though it was a crazy situation but I also had a crazy person put it all on me and ran when something came swinging 

Turns out its an an act of love… ha ha ha …. swinging axes

So just quickly…. Please, anyone whose hooked on this game grand theft auto – the biker version? tell me what you think its about in your own words in real life but the every day 2017

I just really want to thank a family who took me in with open arms, and the support and offers places… really humbling to know!! I so so appreciate it… And Sam, guuuurl we gotto catch up!

Bless, to the guys looking out

MLLH&R

 

PPS, anyone played it yet…ha ha

biker

As always,

Signing off with love

Joline Lootsma

https:www.jolinelootsma.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

#itstartswithus

From Model to MC – 1200 Techniques N’fa

‘Let’s talk’ with N’fa Forest Jones, from model to MC

Good Morning, Noon or Night (where ever in the world you may be)‘Let’s talk’ with N’fa Forest Jones,who some of you may remember him as the Tim Tam Genie-GOD (he’s totally going to kill me for mentioning that ha ha) and some may remember him from 1200 Technique’s  .. I can go on babbling on about this wonderful human being but Ill let you check out his web site or I will be here for days typing: http://nfajones.com/

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I have been lucky enough to have been rescued by N’fa at age 14  at my first ever Melbourne FashionWeek

I asked N’fa if he remembered his rescue and his words were: I am glad I stood up for you that guy was being a bit of a BLEEP….  And so a friendship blossomed

N’fa stood up for me for my first ever Melbourne Fashion Week, I was being yelled at by the choreographer and at age 14 must of  looked like a deer in headlights, N’fa and friend Oliver walked passed and he put his arm around and gave a the choreographer a little talk  too and has looked out for me ever since

I found a photo I took back in the day when film needed to be developed so many many moons ago, this was taken in NSW when the boys came and picked me up to go clubbing (yes fifteen years young) sorry mum

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I look back being so young and I knew age twelve that I wanted to do modelling and walk the white mile (catwalk)

Great friendships that go on forever

I can still smell the hairspray that was sprayed around back-stage and the last minute touch up’s by frantic makeup artists who probably were as nervous as me as I stood behind Claudia Schiffer to open my first ever catwalk!

The crowd goes silent; and ‘cheque music” … Big Breath…..  Go!

Great memories to have

N’fa has actually been at the peak of some of my embarrassing moments to look out for me, and which some I wont share ha ha –  but when I told my mum I was doing a blog that featured him she laughed and said: I remember when I first met him at the bus stop and i was going to take you somewhere and he was there and put his arm around you and said “I’ll look out for her” and to this day she is his biggest fan ha ha

When I approached N’fa about what his thoughts were on pressure in the industry and being bullied, he was more then happy to help

I asked N’fa if he has been bullied himself and what his thoughts were, this is what he had to say:

Everybody i know in the entire world has been bullied at some point.. some worse that others.. shit, I’ve probably bullied, just being a idiot kid… but nothing too terrible.. I have definitely been bullied, but at an early age around 5 or 6, I decided that what others thought of me meant very little.. the only way I wanted people see me was as a good person, a kind person.  People were rude, racist, selfish, bitchy and I just figured there was something wrong with them, and I moved on.

I would feel disappointed when I came across it all, but I never took it on board.. I don’t personally understand why you would.. but I really feel for them

True friends would slowly emerge out of it, and I was happy alone, happy writing, happy training and running (for the readers out there playing at home this is just a little trivia) N’fa ran 4th in the trials for  National championships

 I got injured a couple seasons later, and that’s when ‘1200  Technique’s blew up..  And didn’t they ever?

I will teach my kids the same.. there are people with all their inner doubts and fears that they’ll push on you because they feel intimidated, and themselves are self conscious and therefor will assume, you are as powerful as you look to them without them even trying to know you(they’re idiots), and then there’s good balanced people who will treat you well.. they may not wanna hang with you, may not find you funny – and that’s okay  at least they won’t be idiots about it.  Same goes for people who wanna hang with you because they think you’re cool, and that is a representation of themselves via association.. I teach my kids to be still, be with self, breathe, worry not of others slanders, but consider any constructive criticism even if it hurts your ego, and don’t be an idiot yourself.. That’s how I do it..

What about when being picked on becomes violent? 

The only time I’ll teach them to react directly to bullying, is when they see someone who can’t handle some other pricks abusive words, and need someone to step in for them, or when bullying is physical.  I’ll teach them to strike in defence with all they have.  Words mean nothing unless you take them on board, but physical, is physical contact.

No matter how one feels, should they be fearful , unsure, sensitive, one must look confident within

I personally would  look confident within, calm, pleasant, and not give a damn about what anyone says (but without being obnoxious about it) that’s my “look”  maintaining that face You learn a lot about oneself and others

I’d like to thank N’fa for the chat

You can follow N’fa on twitter: https://twitter.com/NfaJones

As always,

#itstartswithus 

Keep safe

Signing off,

With Love,

Joline Lootsma

Beauty Products

MAC’s Limited Edition Aaliyah Collection

Rumour has it that MAC Makeup is bringing out a Limited edition line

Aaliyah Haughton’s legacy lives on as MAC Makeup collaborates in memory of Aaliyah.

On August 25th, 2001 Aaliyah Haughton tragically passed away in a tragic accident after just finished shooting for her ‘then’ up and coming debut “Rock the Boat”

This new MAC Makeup Collection is rumoured to be coming out in Summer 2018, to find out more:

https://www.change.org/p/mac-cosmetics-estee-lauder-to-release-a-aaliyah-for-mac-limited-edition-collection-aaliyahformac

Really can’t wait to see what the MAC Aaliyah collaboration has in store, as I am sure MAC won’t disappoint!

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Some of us were blessed to have met Aaliyah here in Melbourne, Victoria-Australia while she filmed “Queen of the damned
Rashad Haughton (Aaliyah’s older brother) was said to have dubbed the movie’s finale

We look forward to MAC’s up and comming line of the Aaliyah collaboration as per her fan’s request

You can follow the line on twitter or on her web page: https://Aaliyah.com or follow the MAC Collection on Twitter ; https://twitter.com/AaliyahHaughton

Aaliyah will always hold a special place in a lot of heart’s, and I am very exited to see the Limited Edition line

All love and support go out to her family and brother Rashad Haughton

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I will update on the “MAC and Aaliyah” in store dates

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As always,

Keep safe,

Signing off,

With Love
Joline Lootsma